As time goes by I can feel more of the loneliness of not being in a relationship. I miss it, I loved being married with the give and take of it all. Jamie was the love of my life and my best friend and I miss having that. That is what I want to find again.
My desire to be in a relationship can be overwhelming at times. My mind makes connections with someone that do not exist, I start thinking how it would be to laugh with the that person, how it would be to just simply talk and hold that person.15 I have friends and family but nothing compares to being in a romantic relationship, being in love is so much more. That moment when you are watching or doing something that turns out to be funny or interesting.and you first reaction is to want to tell someone and laugh with them, but it quickly dawns on you there is no one there.
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AuthorI thought I had it all. I often told my wife if I died tomorrow I would die complete. Then she was gone and my world flipped upside down. I was told a blog is a good thing to have and I should write about what I have been going through. So here it is my attempt at this whole blog thing. Archives
May 2018
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